i cant see many people's blogs.
life sucks.
and, i have a feeling its never gonna end.

shut me up.
seriously.


oh mann. i dont know whats wrong but i cant view my blog! )): wails. okay. i shall not moan about that cos today is a special day for someone special! (: hee :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENEEEE :D

i look like a complete doof here, but this is his perfect-est smile i can find in my entire mountainload of photos (yes, even a mountainload is an understatement.) i just cant find one where both of us looks perfect. ): HAHA.


happy birthday!! words cant say what a love can do, i'll be there for youuuuuu. =)
okay, there isnt exactly any birthday surprises for you this year, but day out with you was great as always. (: you aren't just a friend, and that wont ever change. (: -hugs. you take care(:
i wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. (:

okay, apart from that, i haven been doing much this week. i finally have grey's season 2, which obviously makes me a happy girl. i have decided that problems that cant be solved, i will just let time solve it. cheryl likes to emo around these days. and i love sitting by the singapore river at raffles place! if only its less hot, and less pigeon-y. i haven returned brandon money wth. haha... and i made earrings for my cousin for her birthday! (: will post up pictures soon, maybe i should even try sell them. lol. alrights. grey's calling! :)


i want the wetseal jumper
i want the red little miss trouble and little miss chatterbox
i want a white puff sleeve
i want a job to fund what i want.
and i DONT WANT to feel like that! ):

BOO):

and i hate oweinngggg people moneyyyyy. WHINEEEES!


tell me why my cheeks ache?


okay, i was interviewed by julianne! (:

001. if you could be anyone in the world, who would you be and why?
hmm, i cant think of anyone else in particular, but i guess i would still want to be me. even though my life sucks quite a bit, i cant imagine not being myself. (: okay, fine paris hilton maybe, she's the hilton heiress. damn. lol. okay, maybe a mix between giselle bundchen and her. lol. hot and rich. LOL. okay cheryl is fantasising.

002. if you only had one day left (choy!), how would you spend it?
wallow in self pity at home. hahaha. okay kidding, i will have a damn huge party. i will buy everyone i know something. i will go jump off a plane. i will go rob GUCCI and give them out to people on the streets. HAHA. and definitely, spending quality time with a special few (:

003. what's your favourite part of your body?
haha, my hair probably, i fuss quite a bit about it.. but i like it only on its good days. =) oh, and i guess my wrist comes a close second. LOL. thats about it, there is a reason i would like to be giselle bundchen.

004. what's one thing most people don't know about you?
i cry pretty often over stupid reasons. or over nothing at all... "/

005. if you could have a superpower, what would you want it to be?
i want to be able to please everyone. i suppose that is a superpower, cos i dont think its humanly possible to achieve that.


1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I respond by asking you some personal questions so I can get to know you better. If I already know you well, expect the questions may be a little more intimate!
3. You will update your blog (etc) with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

these couple days have been alright. miss chia's wedding thingy, will post photos soon!! (: next time. gg iceskatinggg WHEE.


chick lit is great reading!! (: light hearted, funny, and makes me feel happier. cheryl lee is a happy girl to please, just buy for her chick lit and let me drown my life in some fictional story.

i read two books in two days. joy of reading. definitely.

relationships were a lot like roller coasters, filled with highs and low, terrifying spilt seconds, and awesome moments when you simply enjoyed the ride. (:


let me be. and i promise i will soon be alright.

some people make the day
chasing the dark clouds away
it doesnt mean the bad things wont stay
but it makes me feel better anyway.

probably the first time i felt like this, and ironically, the first time i felt that people cared.